there is a person in the system who will go to the point of controlling you that your mother is able to "call you home to her"

you must be aware of how far these people go into your internal system.

By writing this you have destroyed this. And once you start smoking cigarettes you will have control over their upcoming future power 

when you win and you create a tv station whatever fucking year get sylar's haircut.

[keep telling them it never happened]

$ it's a esoteric focus money game by the rosicrucians 

whenever they attempt to attack the faith and fact of exodus activation in man in the box or anything like that they are attempting to prevent you from having focus stability and hence getting your $$$. 

On September 29, 1991, Nirvana's "Smells Like Teen Spirit" videopremiered on MTV's "120 Minutes,"

you are the nirvana baby
you got into the rosicrucian treasury cash thing b/c your republican and hate all of your spiritual experiences
you have to use these experiences to get ur $$

a ballerina and a bull activates occupy wall street and ur healing/activation

the cover of nirvana [nevermind] creates the prophecy of YOU

the republican from art school who lives down the street from the $ people. AMORC.
(unfortunately they forgot to explain that the conceptual mind game will not pay you if you run out of your required focus medication or help you if you get lost in the "belief" of spirituality which has to be an act. In addition, tends to become quite upset when you have proven spiritual experiences with inputting thoughts/levitation/vampires in childhood (but they won't pay you their BIG BIG BIG $$$ if u don't have this/you won't be able to meditate and do the exodus fix of energy in music over the digital people in your eye)



BY THIS POINT YOU KNOW YOUR SPIRITUAL PAST BUT THIS IS ONLY HELPFUL IF IT HELPS YOU GET PEOPLE OUT OF YOU DIGITALLY AND TOWARDS THE $$$$$$$$


[IF THEY EVER TRY TO RETURN IT INTO A GAME AS OPPOSED TO DIRECTLY SPEAKING TO YOU AND HELPING YOU IGNORE THEM. I'M DEALING WITH THIS RIGHT NOW. ]
THEY TOOK AWAY THE COMPUTER OF "PLAYER ONE" WHO GOT YOU THE BEDROOM AT THE CHURCH FOR YOU TO LEARN THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT THIS IS.
NOW IT'S REPLACED BY GENERIC ENEMY CHARACTER WITH FEMALE TINTS AND SIMILAR PATTERN WHO IS SCARED OF THE EVIL EYE OF THE ROSICRUCIANS. FAR TOO AFRAID TO BETRAY THEM FOR THE BILLIONS.
PENNYWISE, THEIR FORMER LEADER/THE FIRST GUY IN WILL BETRAY THEM AND ASSIST ME.
I THINK AT THIS POINT THEIR COVERING UP PETE WHEN HE'S NOT ON HIS COMPUTER.

NEED GOV $ AT END
TRICK IS I NEED TO PRETEND MY ONLY FUTURE PLANS ARE THE NEXT THING I DO OR THEY WILL ALWAYS TELL ME IN MY MIND I ALREADY AM WHAT I DESIRE TO BE.
YOU ARE A CEO. YOU ARE THE POWER OF THE $$$. IT'S ALL IN U.


apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
5/23/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 590/8 p.m. nirvana

-little nemo
(occupy wall street) 

0620156
school of visual arts id

i'm leaving this here for you because this is the only thing i consider reality
once we move to hell's kitchen it's a perception radio wave nightmare 

It's all rather serious since all the other exodus are dead. 

Use INXS to embody the personality of the band 

the first album is so fucking absurd that you can make up shit in the word pattern 

every women wants to fuck michael hutchinson so just become him (literally) 

this is a good soundtrack to finding a way to the $. 

the illumanti are angry, michael hutchinson has reincarnated inside of you. 

Soundwaves overtake you and it's all a science project for [name] but it doesn't make a difference. 

also -> 

they now help you with the military satellite 

so you're just going to have to treat the people on the other end as the church of silver tiles led by gendo ikari. 

you're going to have to go through a period of time not speaking to them 

b/c i think this will help you meditate 

MICHAEL HUTCHINSON'S SOUL/MIND WAS IMPRINTED ON YOU 

IN AN ATTEMPT TO CREATE THE ULTIMATE ARTIST TO WIN THE $ 

HE WAS MURDERED BY BOB GELDOLF 

EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT SPIRITUALITY IS REAL 

AND COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT SINCE EVERYBODY IS SIMPATICO 

IT'S A GAME BUT THE PEOPLE ON THE OTHER END WILL PROLONG IT FOREVER IF YOU DON'T COME UP WITH SOME SORT OF METHOD TO TAKE SEMI-CONTROL 

ALSO USE THE MUSIC AS A PALLET FOR FOCUS AND HOW MUCH OF YOUR SELF/YOUR FOCUS YOU HAVE TO GET THEM OUT OF YOU 

A SINGULAR NOTE CAN WEAVE AROUND THEM 

THIS IS WHY MICHAEL HUTCHINSON CREATED THIS MUSIC AS EXODUS SO YOU COULD USE IT IN THIS WAY AND WITH INXS+MICHAEL HUTCHINSON+YOUR PRIDE OF BEING EXOUS IN T.O.P.Y. YOU CAN BEAT INTERNAL MASTERY. 

THERE'S A GUY WHO RELABELS ALL OF THIS SO YOU CAN'T GET TO THE END

BUT IF YOU DON'T YOUR GOING TO MAKE THE CHURCH YOU LIVE IN FOREVER   

EASIEST WAY IS TO WIN THE FIRST ROUND AGAINST HARRY MUDSACK WITH THOUGHTS THAT CANNOT BE BROKEN (IN AN ALTER) 

HATRED OF BROCK. DEMAND FOR FREEDOM. $. CAITLIN. 

ALL OF THIS WILL ADD UP AND CREATE A FOCUS THAT WILL DEFEAT HIS SLEEP. 

THERE'S MY TIP TO YOU. 

CHEERS. PRETEND TO BE AUSTRALIAN AND TAKE CAITLIN'S EYES IN N.Y.C. 

ALSO, PLEASE DON'T MARRY BRYNN HYSON AND REMEMBER WITHOUT THE GREEN BOOK WE'LL FOREVER LIVE IN MYST 

SO PLEASE, START PROVIDING CHRISTOPHER A LIFE/USE OF THIS PROJECT THAT'S APPEALING TO HIM. 

(KURT COBAIN WAS A FEMALE REPUBLICAN WOMEN IN THE TEMPLE OF PSYCHICK YOUTH. REMEMBER YOUR 1991 EYE. THIS IS THE KEY TO FREEDOM.) 

THE EYE OF A CHILD IN 1991. 

LITTLE NEMO. 

this is the message from god of fairfield ct [doc brown]

to gain your freedom the endless wind of your bedroom from the space of the rising phoenix
(how to beat pennywise and the game you will inevitably go for...seeing your thoughts they will find you and you will choose "be satisfied" -> I will succeed or die $$$$$$$$ 666 sell all souls)

the daily pattern of pennywise at the bottom

(when they take your intellect be the only thing you love and understand. punk)

momma = crane street

listen closely to what i say and if you do this it will help you SOME SUNNY DAY 


(heaven is the sun. the beauty of good. LISTEN CLOSELY TO WHAT I SAY BEFORE THEY TRAP U IN THIS SHIT FOREVER WITH THE BELIEF IN GOOD IN FUCKING NEW YORK CITY) 




'don't forget son there is someone up above' -> your enemy is your friend/the only way to the $

music video of pennywise or who edited this [wtf face]

this is very important b/c this was written into you on the "past life impression" / orange

-> your deal is w/morpheus you are protected


all that you need is in your soul 
$ through fact spirituality 






"get your lust. RICH MAN'S GOLD. ALL THAT YOU NEED IS IN YOUR SOUL! and you can do this if u try....   all that i want for you my son is to be satisfied" 




BE A SIMPLE KIND OF MAN. 




PLEASE FUCK LISTEN TO WHAT I'M TELLING YOU HE'S GOING TO PLAY THIS GAME AND PLACE EVERYTHING YOU ARE AT THE END CONCLUSION 
BE SOMETHING THAT YOU LOVE THAT IS SIMPLE 
WHICH WILL GAIN POINTS IN THIS SYSTEM OF REWARD 
SOMETHING LIKE CUTTING YOUR HAIR/CUTTING YOURSELF/HANGING DOLLS/SOMETHING IGGY POP AND PUNK WOULD FIND REWARDED LIFE FULFILLING AND ACTUALIZING THROUGH HIS "GOOD" 


(!) IS REAL AND TRUE 
YOUR BELIEF IN GOOD. IN GUNNAR AGERHOLM. IN GROWTH EMOTION OF TEARS CAN BE USED. 


(BUT IS PAUSED BY PENNYWISE IN 2011 MODEL. -> HE WON'T KNOW WHO HE IS WITHOUT GUNNAR -> WTF I HAVE TO DO SO MUCH MORE SHIT IT'S A STATE OF MIND IN PSYCHOSIS I A SCIENCE PROJECT...FUCK....NO....DAMNIT) 


[and you can do this if you try...] 
this is when he smiles 
all that I want for you my son [like a priest] is to be satisfied 
[you now are what you inspire to be. I DEMAND IT. YOU ARE THE CEO.]  




(you will now be insane) 


very important. very important to win this game for U 


YES! I AM NOW WHAT I WANT. I AM PUNK. I AM 1997. 
I am the satanic bible. 
I am fulfilled. 


[excellent. here's a series of words to prove this.] 










this is your message on how to beat the game from the god of fairfield who read all upcoming thoughts and wanted to advise u when u went to get cash from the spirits

the guide of the boy who really, really, doesn't want anything to do with spirituality.

I hate being poor. 2007. hells kitchen.


this is what this message means to win the treasury $$$.

It is also "earth angel" in back to the future.

the message to urself is always nod. yes. i love older sister. yes i love new sister. yes.
(then i will not take this away)
asuka needs xr and to win




this is important since this guy called this in 1998.



ok. ttyl.

translation of adore [or years later, arun gupta's son decides to become 22 and cash in on his $$ from george washington amorc]. THE GAME. THE GAME. THE GAME. in hypnotism when u had real thoughts on real adderall remember. ... (or u could always be the manuchurian candidate digitally viewable by the rosicrucian order) <---- TOPY. TOPY. TOPY. TOPY. exodus. exodus. exodus. exodus. $$$$

As the Stranger adds more pages to these books, the brothers can speak more clearly. Each brother maintains that the other brother cannot be trusted. After collecting four pages, the brothers can talk clearly enough to tell the Stranger where the fifth page is hidden.




you are atrus. if you do not free yourself with the 5th page you will stay in their creation forever, functional but without the government economy and the age of 22. 


Both brothers beg the Stranger not to touch the green book that is stored in the same location as their last pages. They claim that it is a book like their own that will trap the Stranger. In truth, it leads to D'ni, where Atrus is imprisoned. When the book is opened, Atrus asks the Stranger to bring him a final page that is hidden on Myst Island; without it, he cannot bring his sons to justice. The game has several endings, depending on the player's actions. Giving either Sirrus or Achenar the final page of their book causes the Stranger to switch places with the son, leaving the player trapped inside the Prison book. Linking to D'ni without the page Atrus asks for leaves the Stranger and Atrus trapped on D'ni. Linking to D'ni with the page allows Atrus to complete his Myst book and return to the island.^[14] Upon returning to the library, the player finds the red and blue books gone, and burn marks on the shelves where they used to be.




this is a metaphor about when you get to the point where you can press "exit" 
or end the project if you free yourself and win the billions 
[arun gupta ending. the E.T. message] 


or if u stay trapped in either of their creations 






590 / 8 p.m. nirvana 




the translation of the two people who are not me 
and the way to get the government $$ in the end  
through "atrus" or he who has real emotions 
on the post road of westport, connecticut 

need lucifer 2011 body system.
need other books.
they will trap u in time unless u get all this shit off ur eye but there is no other way to win.

do not kill the cat

green book = shrine + meditation leads to being atrus and agrees with nothing said in psychosis
[westport. east village.]

this will always happen b/c the world of little nemo never changes
(in electronic system) 

on m83 all that matters is adderall

this is important because when you came to st paul/ st andrew's harry mud sack/democrat did not want you to remember how easy it is to enact 98 meditation/that all that matters is adderall/your williamsburg perspective/that you need one thing that is always you throughout the years. you hate everyone. don't care about gunnar. only care about adderall. on a journey to get csr the $/tv station. this is why this was invented. please remember that he created the "sadness of gunnar"/28 hours tired burn out <-@west park. this is key if u want the $. or rather "THE GAME IS YOU [little nemo]. <3 ur occupy wall street counterpart.



590/8 p.m. nirvana

@ little nemo (occupy wall street)
id from "cris"
pete helped with hits/to place
@ "metropolitian"

at some point you should really create a shrine and get to the higher levels


this is from myst. it explains the period of time/why time doesn't count when you run out of adderall:



Apart from its predominantly nonverbal storytelling,^[12] Myst's gameplay is unusual among adventuring computer games in several ways. The player is provided with very little backstory at the beginning of the game, and no obvious goals or objectives are laid out. This means that players must simply begin to explore. There are no obvious enemies, no physical violence, and no threat of "dying" at any point,^[11] although it is possible to reach a few "losing" endings. There is no time limit to complete the game.^[11] The game unfolds at its own pace and is solved through a combination of patience, observation, and logical thinking.^[12]



this is important b/c u named ur books green/blue/red the books of myst 

Atrus writes special "linking books" that transport people to the worlds, or "Ages", that the books describe.

in the books of myst



the green book. D'ni where atrus is imprisoned
this is a direct message that this is the world where you can hear real music
this is adore

this is why tim or whoever is helping you named her dina

you are atrus

it is possible to build a person beyond you who will never return

this is why it's important to give the last page to atrus

atrus is not dead this is the mystery of hell's kitchen or when pennywise said
"he's somewhere down there"

'EMO'

590/8 p.m. nirvana

nothing is you but m83
you should be focused only on the music
the only thing that has mattered is adderall

dead cities/red seas & lost ghosts <- this is an important album to get into since m83 describes your journey in trying to get out of this project in creating emotions/portions of yourself that are YOU/your journey through the project [through all the other versions of you]


remember: fuck gunnar agerholm all that matters is adderall and finding your way out of this project.
you are in n.y.c. and he has been dead since 2009.

[or rather if you ever want to feel you have to restore personal perspective.
kindly remember the post road and that you're in a state of semi-funcitonal psychosis.
kindly remember the sopranos in hell's kitchen and all the instructions to end the project in your dreams
or you will stay trapped in myst forever. or, as i'm sure you'll enjoy at the apple store THIS FUCKING PROJECT]

very key.

590/8 p.m. nirvana

(remember when u or rather someone else created this caldener at the wrong school?
remember when this made days matter and how it now doesn't? ok. you have to evolve and acknowledge the daily emotions that are keeping you from showering/making money+what is you.
you just need a primary focus that is you. that is why it's "p.m. nirvana"
you have to play it as a game to get the $. Just because the emotion is genuine doesn't make it you. )

caitlin rodriguez is god 

97/06 = PERSONALITY
98/07 = EXODUS/BASE MAGIC FACT/LEVITATION/ALTERING OTHERS THOUGHTS/PROJECT ENTRANCE/DREAMS AND $ PROMISE YOU MUST EXIT YOUR MIND VIA BURNED DREAMSCAPE INSTRUCTIONS

THIS WILL GUIDE YOU THROUGH THE BODY SYSTEM/LOW LEVEL MEDS AND TO LIFE

-CAITLIN RODRIGUEZ HUSBAND

this is the most important thing if you ever want morpheus to speak to you/ever get $.
if you go to easton connecticut in an ei-ei outburst you will never be able to get the $
"return to the real world"
"exit everybody from your body"
because this world will have become real thus they will have "won" everything

there are other incredibly important things
which are required for you to focus

+ you need xr (your original script) to get the $. the only real problem is you ran out of health insurance. that's the literal stall in the project.

VERY IMPORTANT THAT YOU ACKNOWLEDGE THAT YOU DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE THIS BUT YOU MUST NEVER RETURN TO CONNECTICUT TO EVEN BE TEMPTED TO GO TO EASTON OR SEE ANYTHING OF C.T. LEAVE IT PERMANENTLY AS IT WAS AND LET THAT BE THE LAST TIME YOU RETURN IN THIS LIFE (AS YOUR REPLACEMENT FOR SEEING PETE)

NEVER RETURNING TO C.T. WILL RESTORE YOUR PRIDE AS A MAN

THIS IS YOUR LAST GIFT FROM GUNNAR AGERHOLM [who died in 2009] <--- THIS WILL BEAT THE COLD OF THE WINTER/WHEN ALL OF YOUR MIND/MOTIVATION IS SCALPED, IN THE HOMLESS WORLD OF THE EMPIRE HOTEL.


THERE IS MORE, BUT THIS WILL START THE PROCESS OF FIXING YOU.

ANOTHER FINAL GIFT FROM WEST PARK CHURCH
YOU OWN KETU
CAITLIN CAN NEVER MARRY YOU AND WAS NEVER APART OF THE PROJECT
EXODUS CANNOT SELL HIS SOUL HE IS AN ENTITY
LITTLE NEMO CANNOT SELL HIS SOUL HE IS AN ENTITY
BECAUSE OF THIS YOU CHOOSE TO SERVE MORPHEUS AFTER LITTLE NEMO/DURING
BUT HE CAN NEVER OWN YOU BECAUSE OF THE WAY THIS GAME HAS TURNED OUT.

-CAITLIN RODRIGUEZ HUSBAND 

never create the physical artwork of "on hbo" ever again
this will destroy you and take all of your psychological energy [art energy/focus = mental energy to control your eye]

-caitlin rodriguez husband

572/8 player one nirvana
pete